The Body Poem Project: Gorgeous Dreams

Gorgeous Dreams

I dreamt I was eating ice cream,

Two large scoops and two again,

Guilt discarded upon consideration,

I wanted more and I could have it.

She says I am a little person,

And I suppose I am now,

A small husk of what I once was,

But I was teased and remain forever fat.

Now I’m chewing on my inner cheek,

I eat my lip and enjoy the texture,

The press of it between my teeth,

Feeling the hidden inside of myself.

I dreamt an orange-red sunset,

An atmospheric phenomenon,

So beautiful I cried out “O!” with awe,

I wanted more and I had it.

Now I am sitting shoulders hunched with sunken chest,

Belly up against the stiff material of my jeans,

Coffee burning in the distended place,

Awake in my uncomfortable reality.

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