This body, all I am, all I control, or can/am I?
Meditating to connect with this body, with other bodies.
Softly vibrating feet on the floor.
Still legs, the stillness of a deer in the forest.
Softly vibrating pelvis tilted on the chair.
Still belly, the stillness of a swollen pond after rain.
Tightening to carry the press of the world and of self.
This body, tense and stiff, contains my anxiety.
A burning sensation in my chest,
Warm throat, warm from morning coffee.
A burning sensation in my shoulders.,
Warm arms, warm from carrying the weight of today.
This body, possibly feverish, shudders.
Vibrating at a higher power, with other bodies.
Loose neck and throat, I touch my skin.
Jammy, gummy fingers, from touching food.
Jammy, gummy eyes, from touching sleep.
Loose head, not quite awake, the thinking part.
Vibrating in the moment, a solo body.
This body, all that I am, all I can/will control now.
My tongue: filmy, tight, anxious.
Parts and feelings, feelings of still certainty.
My heart: pasty, loose, relaxed.
Words and rhythms, rhythms of vibrating distress.
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