Sensorium Wednesday: Bubblegum and Smoke

What would you do if you only had 10 days to live?

Taste: maple
Sound: quiet
Smell: bubblegum and smoke -- vape hair
Sight: a gorgeous fall day -- yellow, orange, red, and sunlight
Touch: wearing boots; a cool necklace; fidgeting; hair lash; pressing crowd
Extra: Learning about: ethology: the scientific and objective study of animal behavior especially under natural conditions; behaviorist view: love is a reinforcing relationship; climbing up a slippery infamous slope in the middle of the night nude, bare butt cheeks, carrying a slip and a dress, walking through the water, a hint of danger, mostly exhilaration, arriving at the top, and quickly putting the slip and dress over my head; a nightmare in which I am diagnosed with a rare disease and only have 10 days to live and attend a conference on the disease for one of them?!
Grateful for: calm and quiet

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