A traditional Disneyland—a dream of green

Taste: greens-steamed spinach, steamed kale; melting, tender, roasted broccoli

Sight: traditional style, pale gold drapes, a striped burnished gold chair, heavy wood furnishings, a tilting floor—a 1909 hotel; sparkly tush—a woman crosses the street in jeans; baggy jeans, faded orange and baby blue striped sweater and fox-ear knit cap—a male college student

Sound: beeping monitors

Touch: an icy hand on a warm forehead; a belly sated by greens—eating for volume

Smell: hospital smell—purell and fresh paint; garlic roasted vegetables upon walking in the door

Extra: A room of her own and — a comfortable writing chair, more bookshelves, a good printer, laptop, Scrivener software, Duotrope for submission tracking; a lost black and white collie in Disneyland

Grateful for: cold extremities, mom found my icy hand on her forehead soothing after surgery, "It's like an ice pack — with love."

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